Rikku’s Fantasy~

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It’s been 2 months staying in Newcastle. i used to ask around about the lifestyle in uk but no one really gave me a definite answer or…i guess i weren’t really listening or dun believe wat they said. Now i know why n this is my part of the story.

There are 4 types of people i observed. The nerds, socialist, workaholics and drunkards.

Nerd’s life: very independant people. They go to school without missing any classes…with notes and answers to seminars. When back to hostel, cook n eat in. Stay in room study/do homework/keep checking the school’s website/do weekly laundry. Else, study/do reserch in library and only shop when necessary. Sleep at appropriate time. Some mayb too bored will go to church or christian gatherings. usually book worms or ppl who r afraid to fail in exams.

Socialist(aka the party people): party at clubs most of the nights from weekdays to weekends. Never miss tuesdays n thursdays (i think it’s a trend) or special events. Try not to go to classes but full attendance at clubs. Cigarettes are candies, alcohol are juice. Generally rich people but share most of the time (particularly like to share notes in class n have similiar answers for seminars). Only do laundry when they have to, especially when running out of clothes to go party else, share with friends again. Eats in or out depending on mood and never eats alone. Happy go lucky people n loves to shop. May fail in exams if not careful.

Workaholics: Addictors of spending. Work to accomplish such mission of neverending spending. Dun mind whatever the work is as long as get paid. Not poor but just spendrifts. Spend heartily either materially, at casinos and when at parties with the socialist. Clubs when not working. Very generous n smart people. No need to study much coz work and hardly fail. Rarely goes to library. Hangout with likewise people. Out door type, always eat out, loves to shop, travel or party…anything involves spending.

Drunkards: Goes to club and never fails to get drunk. Alcohol is water, cant live without it. Friends of socialist but less loud people coz most of the time they are seen to be drinking. Smell of either alcohol, cigarrets or vomit. Does miracle or i should say they have Masters in: still manage to go home after getting drunk.

Note that there’s no more my favourite part of student life regardless which category i’m in: YAMCHA at mamak haiz…closest thing to tat is yam-vodka and where the setting of mamak turns into club/pub. Instead of talking at mamak, were forced to shout to each other coz the music too loud and most of the time nods and pretend to have heard wat the other was saying -_-"

Shops closest mostly at 5pm and mostly only pubs/clubs are open at nite. Rarely any shops tat sells food opens at nite. Will have to starve till morning if u’re hungry after dinner time n there’s no more food in the house.

That’s the life in UK and part of the reasons y i miss Malaysia so much…

To my Dearest Angel Ivan…who lost his wings for me

Those words so carefully chosen

The tune so skillfully played

Both so perfectly put together

A song sang from the heart

The memories I cherish

Forever it will remain

as sweet sweet sound of melody

for the rest of my life…

With Love,

Rebecca

Away in a totally different world

With so many unfamiliar faces

Missing home without a doubt

I long to feel close again

And then…

With a cool autumn breeze

Listening to a familiar voice

Singing songs of His praise

Spark off a feeling so familiar

Joy appears in my heart

Kept me smiling another day

How great is He

For He never left my side

I felt him once again

Embracing me in His presence

Like He has always does

It gave my heart a little leap

A tingling over my body

The sense of joy so strong

It seems hard not to smile again ^-^

Hiya eveyone~~! sorry trouble updating again…my new number is 0789 447 2692 (Malaysia: ++44789 447 2692).  I will no longer using 0789 525 1142 as soon as i finish the credit in it ya~ keep in contact ^-^ cheers~

love, Rebecca

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muaks~

love, Rebecca

I know it’s been a while since my last entry but I have been really occupied and sometimes too much to write makes me lazy to write.

I just got back from cf mooncake festival nite. Actually extremely tired right now coz had so many class today sumore went to cf. However, there’s something I’ve done whether out of intention or my own weakness kept me awake and drowning with guilt. Oh God, pls forgive me…

I over used my energy today and by the end of the cf i’m terribly exhausted. Being weak in that condition, i let my mouth slipped. I said something which i terribly regreted. It happen really fast and I dun even know i’m doing it…it just seem so natural…yes, i’m born with a talent to be mean, i have the tongue of a snake. I have been using it since a long time ago, for a very long time as effective as a snap of a finger.

Those who knows me since way back knows it and know that i have changed a lot since I really become a christian. God changed me and help me to refrain my tongue most of the time. He gave me the ability to be nice…however, as bad habits hard to kill, smokers hard to quit, my tongue hard to be tame. I want to be a good person but occasional situations like just now…out of my control…makes me feel like i’m a sheep with the tongue of a snake…I’m really felt bad for what happen and terribly sorry. I felt so self-centered…i’m sorry. I hope tat person won’t feel too bad about it. O Lord, please forgive me…also, for those who find me sometimes with bad mood swings or find me fake or watever…i’m sorry to make u feel like tat…do know that i intend to let God change me to become a better person. I’m really really doing my best to tame my tongue.

A tip to avoid such situations is not to talk at all, my close friends all knows my weakness and know when to stay away and sometimes i even tell them i’m sorry first when i’m in a bad mood just in case things like tat happens. I’m nt trying to run away from being responsible for wat i said, it’s just tat i just don’t want u all to get hurt by my negligent and unintentional used of words.

And that’s…little something about me…